TO: Small Butterfly

Yes.. i am really desperate for u.
waiting for ur sms, ur call, ur sweet talking to me ? desperate for everything abt u..
wat i get ?ntg!
not like say ntg..
huh..

ur sms ? fine la.. reply short reply short..i tahan... but is even shorter than other people right ?
who am i ? i'm ur ex k.? yeah lar. maybe to u.. MAYBE
ex is just ntg. is just ur past..
remember the day we broke up ?
u was damn scared i dont forgive u ?

wth?
after i forgive u..
u totally changed to another person which i dont really know who are u anymore..
yes.. u're bz..
everyone is bz also.. u got ur studies to catch up i understand..
but ok la. fine la.. when is ur free time ? huh?!
i really do trust u... i trust u more than anyone even my family..
yes.. i know. u will say ur family is always more important than u.. care for u..
i get wat u mean...
but i dont really get is.. wat's the point of dont want to lie to ur parents anymore ?

we didnt even do bad things right ?
we can change.. we might change.. is just that whether we wants to do that change anot...
remember wat u said ?
u plan that thing ? when i read the msg.. my tears will definitely drops. confirm.. really realy fast.
and this is wat am i doing now..


i know after this post been up.. maybe we're not even friends anymore..
i know u feel bad lying to ur parents but.. we can really try to work it out in other way.
trust me.. there's some way...
I'm just telling out wat i feell.. and u did really hurt me alot...much much much..
i know u're not really happy with that too.. but...
i really just want to be with u again..
i love you... really really..
I'm sorry for being rude.. really