Desperado 6 + Friendship

Another post for me today..
I'm just spreading all my feelings out today.
dont know..
maybe is like what my friend say..
I'm having period like a girl.. pms-ing
one month once or maybe more..

talking about friendship..
anything about friendship is just nothing to me..
Every time.. when i'm emo..
trying to find someone to chat with..
I always failed..

i always locked myself up..
without anyone touching or knowing what i'm thinking..
i used to trust my friends.
but alot of things happen to me..
when u tell something to them. they will spread for u..
i know sometimes i do so.. because i think i'm ur true friend..
i tell all my true friend everything i know..

Friendship..
is there any real friendship ?
or just a fake one??.......................................................................